Monday, 15 August 2011

I try and I fail.

I don't do this often, so excuse me while I let this out.

Story of my life:
I try and I fail. I try again and I fail again. I try one more time. I still fail. 
So I give up trying.
I literally suck at everything.
I tried ballet, but quickly found out I had no coordination.
I tried playing an instrument, but found sheet music may as well have been some alien language.
I tried writing but I sucked at that.
I tried drawing and it kind of looks like a 5 year olds attempts.
I tried sailing. I tried sailing for 11 years. I remained unimpressively mediocre at it.
I tried waitressing but I seriously failed at that and my work colleagues hated me.
I tried sales advising but I wasn't speedy enough and my supervisor hated me more than my previous work colleagues.
I try blogging. My blog is almost one year old and is still pretty poo.
I even try making friends but I seem to suck at that too.
True Story.

I am having a bad day.
Tony is 8000+ miles away for the next month because he had to be born on the tiniest island in the middle of nowhere, my phone won't receive a single text message from him at all and now he's going camping on another island for 3 days so I won't even catch him online.

ARGH.

I'm sorry you guys are subject to this but I had to express it somewhere.

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7 comments:

  1. Aww Rach :( Don't give up on everything! Just take it one day at a time. And have bountiful patience. And do things because you enjoy them, not because you want to be amazing at it.
    Most importantly, don't compare yourself to others. I know how it feels to think that you're nothing special. You are your own person so make the best of yourself. Nobody ever thinks that they're amazing in every way unless you're extremely big-headed!

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  2. your blog is most certianly not poo!!i'm sure your amazing at so many things :) i just know it.

    your personality caught my attention :)
    some people tend to be great at somethings and bad at others!!
    so i'd never doubt yourself and when your having one of them days remind yourself all the things your great ful for and what you are good at, cause i bet there may be 100 things your bad at, but there will be 100 things you'll also be great at :)

    p.s sales advising is such a poop job!!i hate it!!

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  3. Thanks so much guys you really made me feel a lot better! It means a lot to me that you stopped by to try and cheer me up :)

    I guess I was just having one of those days!

    @Amy - you should know from school that I'm pretty impatient! It's not one of my best traits anyway :D

    @Charlotte - it really made me smile when I read that my personality caught your attention, I've been having a really bad time since school with people taking a dislike to me for reasons I cannot figure out. I was tempted to do a similar sort of thing to Rachel with the growing up story thing but it's literally the most pathetic story and it doesn't even have a nice ending! :(
    You've done sales advising too? Where did/do you work? xxx

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  4. i sadly used to work at Jane Norman, I've worked at Quiz, Schuh and Office at the trafford center, I walked out of Schuh after a manager accused me of not getting a shoe i had got and she called me a liar right to my face.
    i went into the toliet, cried then walked out, retail is so crappy, they make you feel bad for targets that are not met...
    and its silly pay!!

    I used to have a bad time at school to, but i think its what makes you stronger and helps you build yourself up, bullies have issues themselves so taking it out on you makes them feel better only for a short while, i got my hair set on fire once.

    I can glady say there the one's who are worse off with kids and rubbish lives.
    Look at you, you get to travel all over, your so lucky :) you have a boyfriend who loves you and its the people like you who always stand out for a different reason cause your so nice, people just don't appreciate other people enough.

    You should so a post like rachel did, it helps you talk about and makes the people who did it even more pathetic!!

    Where did you work btw??

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  5. Tbh I'm not a very patient person either, but a nice big break often does the trick for me. Although I probably took too many breaks during A level art which meant I had to do everything last minute >< But yeah, if something is frustrating the hell out of you, come back to it later xx

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  6. Tbh I'm not a very patient person either, but a nice big break often does the trick for me. Although I probably took too many breaks during A level art which meant I had to do everything last minute >< But yeah, if something is frustrating the hell out of you, come back to it later xx

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  7. your blog is most certianly not poo!!i'm sure your amazing at so many things :) i just know it.

    your personality caught my attention :)
    some people tend to be great at somethings and bad at others!!
    so i'd never doubt yourself and when your having one of them days remind yourself all the things your great ful for and what you are good at, cause i bet there may be 100 things your bad at, but there will be 100 things you'll also be great at :)

    p.s sales advising is such a poop job!!i hate it!!

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